Thinking back on what has happened the past few days. I know I haven't been posting. I don't know if I will be a regular from here on out. But maybe when time calls for me to write I will.


Past few days has been really hard on me. I don't wanna talk about it at all. But I'm just glad that I didn't do anything stupid to myself. *Like again* I am stronger than this, I know my heart and God knows my heart. I have no need to worry. All things will work out fine.

Thanks to my dearest best friend in the world, I happened to look back into my posts on my blog. I read almost everything I can say, until I decided to start writing a new one. I read everything and I look at how I grew through the years. Every storm and rough seas that I passed, I saw my broken heart once again, the broken pieces of my heart in my blog posts. But I guess, it has all helped me to be who I am today. If it weren't for any of them, I don't know what kind of person I would be right now. I don't know what I would be doing in life now. Everything has a purpose. But right now, I just feel somehow free and relaxed. But that also causes me to be unsecure. I need to be doing something. Wondering if i should work, weekeneds jobs or weekdays, but i wanna spend time with friends as well. I wanna save money to shop as well! OMG! Shop... all the shops like got sales now. RAHH! MUST CONTROL!

Waiting for wednesday to come, my exams will end and i will have my holidays. Have alr made plans for the week and the week after. Early huh(: So yeahhh for now thats all for an update! oh wait ! TODAY IS MY RUNNING MAN CELL GROUP EVENT PART 2! Hope it goes well! Forecast for my team = 2. LOL! Tsk. But nvm i shall do this with all i've got! :D

Thank You, for being there for me when the world turned against me. Really everything I've said, I mean it. You are important, You are special. You are an Angel. Thank God I'm not like who I am last time huh, you'd be running away by now.

A world brought forth, lives brought up.
In this life we always seek,
The one who will bring you to the peak.
Through sadness and sorrow,
We'll walk hand in hand and follow.
To the end of time we strive,
We'll make it through just fine.
-Yoga