Hey, I'm sorry I didn't write something about you, not that I didn't want to, its just I'm afraid that it you might think I'm crazy. But then, I guess you'll want to hear what I think about you right?(:
In the times of seasons, like i've said, people stay for the season, once it's over they're gone. I don't know if ours is a seasonal friendship or not, but I certainly do not want it to be that way. But I can't do this on my own. As much as I want this to last forever, you'll have to want it to also. Takes 2 hands to clap right?
Honestly, I don't care what's the word that has been going around, cause I can't be bothered. If anyone comes inbetween me and someone of importance to me, I am not going to let go. I'm just going to let it pass me by, like i've never heard anything. I am not going to back away this time. I've always done that, once things go weird, I get myself out to save myself and to not let it go any worse, and that has cost me to lose bonds, but this time I'm not letting you go. I want this to last. I'll spend forever, fixing things up even if it goes bad, cause breaking a bond is so much more easier than creating one. But, with determination and love and care, I believe I can renew bonds and make them stronger. You've always been around, more than anyone else has been. Though I have to admit sometimes it might be a little hard to get some personal stuff across to you, at least you still were there and you listened, and that is all I need, so I do not worry about your replies, I don't mind even if you don't reply, as long I know you listened, I'm happy already. That's how important you are, that just your presence is enough to make me feel at ease, even when everything around seems to be falling apart. When we first talked, I never imagined, we would end up where we are now, never knew you would become someone that meant alot to me, I thought you were just going to be another face and name that would pass me by, but I guess I was wrong, everything about you was just awesome, the first time we actually planned an impromtu meet up ( Can an impromtu meeting be planned, won't that not be a planned meeting ? Just wondering hehe ) and I followed you around to shop at Far East, and how you were looking for so many things, but never end up buying anything at all. Hahahah, after which we went to scape to look for your turquoise OPI, looked for a good 5 mins, but didnt find the one you want, but you got what was the closest to that colour. We also had our wonderful baked rice dinner and milo and headed to actually watch a movie or smth right, but then we headed to NEX instead but didnt watch but slacked around, sitting down at the park nearby your place, and just talked about our lives under the night sky, the last time I did that was just so long ago, hehe and I still remember you were scared of that big Golden Retriever that came up to us :P Hehe! And yeah, it was a good night, and that night and that day was the mark of your importance, cause I knew that this was a bond worth investing my life in.
Thanks for everything up till this day. Thank you for your time, thank you for your company, thank you for your words of comfort, thank you for your random messages, thank you for your morning and good night messages ( Though they are just goodnight and morning ) HAHA! Thank you for always kajiao-ing me, thank you for giving me that message on a tree bark wood thing, thank you for going out with me, thank you for listening to all the rubbish that I have to say, thank you for putting up with my randomness that seems to not make sense at all. Thanks for being my friend. Love ya~
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