As the week comes to an end, and it's 1:00am of Sunday morning. This week has been..well what can i say, it has been rather plain. Just going to school, from 8am to 5pm everyday. Whats new? I'll tell you what's new. I fell sick, and I got a stupid ulcer on my tongue, why of all places on my tongue, seriously? It hurts to the point that I don't even feel like talking to anyone. I had a test on Friday, on MICROSOFT WORD. It was crazy hard. Using the table to make a house and stuff like. Class was as usual normal, 3 hours of boring lessons in the morning followed by a rather relaxing class after, where i usually sit near a plug, charge my phone and text and laugh to myself to whatever I read if it's funny. My teacher think i'm retarded. Putting school aside, I really do wish that my ulcer would go away, cause it really makes me very irritated. And recently, I have been feeling so sleepy, yes you heard me right, SLEEPY. To those who always know me for being a robot. Guess my battery life is spoiling. I can still sleep for less hours, but now i tend to want to sleep more. Don't know why, i have been heading to the bed alot of times in the afternoon, which I don't usually do, cause I feel like i'm wasting the day away. So yeah, argh! What's happening to me.
But I just want to be thankful for everything I have, especially my friends. Without friend's we can never survive. The only thing that brings me through the day, is the words of my friends and the company. Reading text messages that just melts you and make you warm inside, even on the coldest of days. Nothing beats the feeling that we get, when we know that across the world, wherever, just a simple text message can work wonders, cause of the friendship or how strong the bonds are. To me, besides family, the next most important thing is my friends. But I treat everyone like my brothers and sisters, but there are 2 in my life that surpass that, I call them God sent. These 2 are the people who listens to me, encourages me, being the friend that I only can dream of. Yes, you may say, ahh then like that anyone can be your best friend. I'm sorry but that's not quite true. Sometimes yes, they might seem like potential best friends, but sooner or later, they are going to walk out of my life and I know that. These are what I call seasonal friends. And everyone has to agree that 99.9% of the friends are usually seasonal friends, and only that 0.1% is the ones. And I feel like i've already found them. After 19 years of my life. I can finally say that, i can trust these 2 with my whole life and I will sacrifice almost anything to see them smile, see them happy and see them live a good life. One of them i've known for a long time, through the years, he's been the best guy friend anyone can have! I'm lucky to have a friend like that, though maybe he might not think of me the same, but that doesn't matter. It doesn't mean that your best friend, has to be best friend's with you as well.
And the other, I met her not too long ago, on the month of May, it has been only 3 months in total. But then, within these 3 months, we just shared and shared, and found out that our lives are rather similar, and it's easier for me to relate to her, and her to me. She is the type of friend that I know will feel the same way I feel for certain situations, so it's easier to understand each other. Also, always having a hyper retard side, is something I think everyone should have. Though it can be really lame at times, but then we can't always be talking seriously now can we? So yeah, it doesn't take much, to be someone whom I would love with care and compassion, just simply being you, and being there for me. Easy as 1,2,3. I am who I am today, by the grace of God. Also, every friend who have put a little something called love into my heart. Though they might not be in contact with me anymore, I'll always remember them, for the little things that they do, those normal insignificant things such as a phone call, text messages. Those really mean alot to me. Hearing me out, is the best thing anyone can do for me. The best gifts that anyone can give me is, the gift of love. I don't need anything of these world to make me happy, I need those things that this world can never buy. And that is a strong bond. I give a big thanks to every friend in my life, because of you, I am now me. Every close friend you have, there is this " What if i never met them". I'm sure you can name alot of stuff you would never got to know or do. Be thankful for every little insignificant thing that we have. Because I truly believe in the power of a strong relationship ( All kinds. )
"Friends"
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