Hello my darling readers. Guess what im back. (:

But I am very sure that i'll be mia-ing soon after again ! :P

Well to start off, school has been great so far! Got a GPA of 3.00. Thank god i didnt get 2.** . if not i sure sad. even if 2.99 i sad. HAHA. i cannot stand to see that 2 there. Friends are great as usual. Class seem to be more bonded i suppose? Well, at least i can talk to everyone without that awkwardness that most of them have :P Planning to study as hard this semester. Hopefully i can focus and concentrate and not laze around like some idiot. Speaking of which, the word idiot is like a favourite word of mine thanks to another IDIOT. One awesome friend she is uh. Though she always like to racially disturb me! But always forgiven cause i know she doesnt mean it but does it for fun. Loved much! Heh. (: Have a new teacher name Miss or Mrs(??) Shirley. Thought she was quite the fierce teacher at first but then end up shes one funny crazy woman! And today Mr Yeow treat us to OLDCHANGKEE. WHY SO AWESOME! ahha he's really nice. my first impression of him was quite bad but then turn out to be good. ^^ so school is really good for me. except the timetable for wednesday and thursday is just shit(end at 5 & 4).

As for life, things are going good I suppose. I've put her out of my priorities and put God first. I have this urge to know him more now cause i realise, i'm really nothing in this world without him. He recently has worked little miracles in my life through my friends and myself. Such as, i took an extra journal from my church but then noticed someone didnt need it, so i was wondering what to do with it. Somehow i was talking to this junior of mine and i decided to share it with her like what the journal is about and she actually wanted a journal before i started talking about it. So i believe that God wanted her to have it. To write to him and bring her closer to Him. So i was happy tt it is not wasted. Speaking of the journal. Ive been writing in it everyday since i got it on saturday. It has this bible reading schedule as well, so i've been reading each day accordingly and written down my thoughts and prayers in the journal.

Secondly, i am reading this book called "God at the edge" I got it from my cell ldr a long time ago but i didnt not bother to read, now i am determined to finish it. So i was finding for a bookmark one day and didnt seem to find any at all, so i wished for smth like a bookmark that maybe even has some verses on it or smth & guess what, when i went to sch in the next hour, my classmate gave me a small card like with a verse on it and write some motivational words for me. and i used it as a bookmark! See how wonderful God is ! <3

So yup! Things are really going great. Though i'm still quite sad that SHE is somehow gone from my life. But maybe its God, who placed her to make me experience how it feels and to put him first, so that i would not love my first true love which is Him. People say im stupid to even love her. Well i do, and i guess ill be stupid forever. I believe i can change her to be a better person. but to me she is already good. But oh well, not it means nothing anymore. I really have to focus on God and everything else. So goodluck to me !

And I wanna wish all my juniors having exams now ! Hope you guys really do well! Stay focus and clear minded when studying and remember well! Study smart yeah! Don't sleep too late also! Love you guys! (:

P.S EH IDIOT HELLO ! :D THANKS TO YOU I FINALLY BLOG IF NOT I THINK I DUNNO WHEN I WILL START BLOGGING AT ALL :P hehe ! #WE.IDIOTS.FOREVER