Sometimes i wonder , why do people take it that , if we are so caring towards yr friends and everyone else , they say you hongster , like seriously c'mon . I love everyone like my brothers and sisters , if you not happy with that den im sorry , thats just who i am , And when they cant say it to our face they go and tell someone that is important to you and try to break that r/s you have with that person .

Sometimes i wonder why they do tt , its either they just don like me being with that person etc .
But well , God put me in earth to show love, as a disciple of him .

Through this , Shall All Men , Know You Are My Disciple , If You Have Love One For Another.

Well , whatever. Its something that i knw i am not , and who i will not ever be . So im not afraid of what that person might wanna say . (:

As for the past few weeks , its been well rather exciting , (: awaiting for my math mock exam results to come out next week ! Had a class party on thursday which was very awesome . Friday had dinner with my cg members and celebrated Xiuzhen(Cg Ldr) Birthday at Astons . Then went to walk around and stuff sit at starbucks , well i kept quiet the whole day , cause i just lost the mood . no idea why . and also there was nothing for me to comment or say about so i just kept my mouth shut . Only someone bothered to come and talk to me about smth that was bothering me :\ To the rest i was like some invisible being. oh well , Have u ever wondered that , u belong to that grp somehow , but u just dont clique with the ppl in that grp , and now the current clique yr in , its like not where you belong , so you kinda feel lost . Feel like the only place where i belong is where my cg members are , cause they are just so wonderful and caring . Its very touching to see that friends u just come to knw for sometime , treat you better than friends who known you for almost their whole life ?. Thats how my cell grp members are. There was this guy in my cg , who wrote to me on my fb , Yoga, its been almost a year since i knw you . and uve changed to become a great person , im so proud of you . And its only been a year. and he said smth like that to me , that a lifetime friend never said before. Friends like this are just so hard to find , im always so thankful that ive met these people . God gave me a new family , to take care of and to show love to . I just dont knw what i would be doing without them in my life. To me , even the slightest help you do for me is the biggest love you shown for me . Im just so in love with my Cell Grp members . Lets grow to become more like Jesus. Today , after church went to eat macs den took a bus to ps , sadly joseph and andy had to go home , so it was left me cheri yao emily , just sat at starbucks and talk about life etc, then we took the last bus home , When i came home went to bath , my sister came home , and i found out we were AT THE SAME PLACE. Just that she missed the bus that i took , she was at the bus stop before mine. Imagine she ran for the bus we would have met , and also she was thinking of going starbucks when i was there but never also. HAHAH SO FUNNEH ! (: But she took the bus with my friend in it , den she commented that she looked super mature but shes only 15. lols hahah ! funny ppl . Its such a nice weather now . Its Rainy , cold nice breeze . Just got a call from a cg member , he so pissed i bet that he called me to complain about someone lols at 2 in e morning. wow eh . Well , thats about it for now i guess . Going to enjoy the night by sleeping like a pig (: heh . oh wait ive got to help my cg member first =X After that gg to sleep ! >< ! Nights Readers.

I Love You God. W461.