Haix... Today super stressed out day ! D: i so stressed that when i doing my MT paper i almost shed tears. The questions were so hard . the things so hard to understand and i was so confused and pissed i didnt know what to do ! haix. howhow. somemore this is only the starting . gosh i think im going to fail ! D: cannot cannot ! D: ahhhhh!

Why cant you people just fucking get along, why u all have to hate one another , just dun backstab or anything , i just dont like it when someone hates someone u like , even though i hate someone , i am still friends with him , i still treat him how a friend should treat him doesnt mean i dont just abandon him forever right, i know ive talked bad about people , but when i look back i really dont mean it , i just want us all to be good friends, without hate or anything, but love . We could all be one , maybe some of us is just too unaware of their own being , even the person knows u hate them , but they dont show it , how i wish there was no such thing called backstabbing , i just hate it now . i really do...i dont know how i can make us all together , i dont care if im not inside as long u guys are getting along well with each other that would be great . Its quite hard for me to hear people talk about others that u befriend. i know whats its like to be an outcast, and i dont want them to feel it .
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Im just so blur right now . I dont know what to do , Dont know what to say . But all i want is for you to do well in yr O's and in life. That is my wish. I love you for now and forever. you are already part of my heart and life. Unforgettable.