Hey ________. Im sorry that i kinda forced u to tell me who told u the stuff . cuz i was really angry at that moment that u would believe that person and nt ask me and keep quiet abt it . i was really really blank then . i din knw that it could end like this . just cuz someone told u smth which is nt true . u took it as the truth . u hated me ignored me . im sure if this din happen and smth else happen which would be worse than this . i don knw what u would have done . scold me ? curse me ? wish i died ? it really scares me . i kept my promises . i even mend back the promise . u said u wanted to be close to me as i was close to d. and i did that . but now . u made me so close to u and u left me . i hope u can imagine hw i feel . u were everything to me . anything i had i come to u . i will sms u str away . haix . i really cannot take it you knw. since that day there hasnt been a day that u werent in my mind . mei . i wish i can have u back . but the thing im scared of is that i don knw if u would trust me agn or nt . cuz of this u lost everything u had in me . u made me feel like trash . use and throw away . thats hw i feel right nw . anyways i alr know who is the person who told u . so nvm . he also din knw got class so i cant blame him. im sorry . i really dont knw what to do . i find the reason u hate me is really nt a reason at all . haix . i don knw luh . i even had to go councilling becuz of this . i was really hurt inside till i don knw what to do ppl try to help . but they cant do anything to change it . only you can . and thanks for all the memories we've had . I really want you back .

Mouth Shut - The Veronicas
I kept my mouth shut from the start.I guess I left you in the dark. You thought you knew me but you don't. You say you'll love me but you wont. When you find out who I am I kept my mouth shut for too long. All this time you got me wrong. Now we're in this way too far I'm about to break your heart. Tear everything we had apart. 'Cause I'm feeling lost .When I'm in your arms. The reasons are gone. For why I was holding on to you .I tried so hard To be the one I don't like who I've become. Won't keep my mouth shut anymore I've had my share of closing doors Now I know I'm not afraid I know exactly what you'll say. But I'm sorry it's too late 'Cause I'm feeling lost When I'm in your arms The reasons are gone For why I was holding on to you I tried so hard To be the one I don't like who I've become Yeah yeah, yeah yeah (I kept inside of me for all this time) Yeah yeah, yeah yeah (Thought that I could make it work if I just tried) Yeah yeah, yeah yeah (But I'm sorry to admit that I have lived a lie)'Cause I'm feeling lost When I'm in your arms The reasons are gone For why I was holding on to you I tried so hard To be the one I don't like who I've become I kept my mouth shut for too long Now I know that it was wrong I wish I told you from the start That this was never meant to last We should've never gone this far Won't keep my mouth shut anymore