Today i met someone with the same past as me...
she knows how i feel and i know hers
our past has been hurt badly
like me i've been lonely ever
no one knows me for who i am
i don have friends to my true self
im trying to change bit by bit with the help of God
i help people but they take the advantage
i can be bad at times and im sorry for what i've done to those i've hurt
i'm more hurt inside more than anyone
people pick on me , cuz i don do anything back to them
i don hurt them physically either...
i take watever they say to heart
i don retaliate to them
even though i go to church im still a bad boi
my life is a screwed up 1
esp when it comes to studies oh man thats it i break down
i have no idea why but i do
whenever im with my friends and they have their friends
i always am an outcast
they will act like i don even exist.
all im trying to do nw is to find a place where i belong
in someone's heart and in God's Kingdom
i've always asked God to take me away from this world
what am i good for?
there are only a few things i can do that helps
i am a disturbance to everyone else
whats the point of me living?
Now i going to change myself for the better im sorry for what i've done
God touched me one of the sessions that i went to called "G12 conference"
He hugged me i was lifted high in my spirit!
u might not believe it but its true..
Sorry God for what i've done
Please change me to who i am really am
Show me someone who really cares for me
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this became a testimony... haha now im kinda sad to post alr sorry c ya
"friends like her!"
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